Ramble I guess???
Jan. 8th, 2018 02:51 pm So uh, I havent fronted for this long in a while, mainly because I blamed myself for the bullshit that happened to Phoenix over the summer. I felt like it was my fault their ex kept harassing them,. She tried to get all of us to turn on Phoenix and it worked for a while, and I feel really bad for letting her manipulate me like that. I mean yeah, Phoenix and I did get in some spats, and they did loose their cool and say some shit, but like, they apologized and made up for it, and now Phoenix and I are really close again, and I feel like their ex knew i was vulnerable during the time Phoenix and I fought. It was just, a bad time, and I was the one who blocked their ex on everything and remade their social media, and then she took it out on them and took their old urls to harass them, which basically chased us off almost all social media for a long time and it sucked. I still feel like its my fault Phoenix got attacked, and I feel like I kinda just made things worse.